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Just for flush my last journal.

Journal Entry: Tue Feb 19, 2013, 8:28 PM


So because Halloween it's over, because I skip christmas, valentine day and co'.

For info' I finish school soon so with some luck I will perhap find some time for new art, I take back my webco' Uzi too.

I made some job to some peoples and try to work a lot on a character for someone who was nice with me but said me to stop everything and didn't give me new and almost didn't talk to me since this time.

Moral: Never trust peoples,  I almost forget that.

I'm in a shitty mood too, feel alone, some peoples who talking to me don't talk to me anymore.

Some peoples will said me they like me or care about me but never come asking for new or something, so in my book it's bullshit.

Anyway at least I have 2 goods friends ( not on DA ) who was always on my side.

Just feel in a shitty mood and feel like an object we use and when it's over you put them in the garbage.

Just my problems I don't ask to peoples to understand, they have probably lot of problems on their side, I just don't take that well.

The fact I didn't really sleep since one month don't help too many questions in my mind, about peoples about me.

I regret the time where my only questions is what the client want?

Anyway, nevermind, I think I need to found goals in life that's all or work lot for keep my mind busy and don't think too much.

P.s.: I'm sure I will see some peoples out of nowhere with you little comments about you care about me and everything.

Hypocrites for some peoples. =.=

P.s.2: You don't like drama, well too bad if you read that you probably read all of this journal hehehehe still, don't worry I will survive, just need to remove some parts of my memory and everything will be fine.

  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Listening to: Caravane Palace
  • Reading: James Bond books
  • Watching: Nothing ( no time )
  • Playing: Crysis 2 (PC/mod) and Mass Effect 3 (360)
  • Eating: not enough
  • Drinking: ( lot of ) Coffee!!!
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:iconrrrax:
*RRRAX Feb 20, 2013   Digital Artist
oh, I hope everything will be ok soon and you will feel better :c
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~SHARK-008 Feb 20, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Oh hi you, long time no see, what's new?

P.S.: Thanks for your concern, you're another persons I really like in my watch. X3
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*RRRAX Feb 23, 2013   Digital Artist
my free time is ending, I have to come back to colleuge on Monday, and I really don't want ;_; I want holidays so badly sdgds

oh, thanks, I'm really glad to hear that <3 I know I'm not so active watcher, but I like you too : D
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~SHARK-008 Feb 23, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
You're more active than 90% of my watcher, you write to me. X3

Me I finish school in 3 months, I hope I will can put more art when it's will be over. :3
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*RRRAX Mar 9, 2013   Digital Artist
aww ^^; but sometimes my answers can be late like now D":

lucky you ;A; I also want to finish my school sdgs but I've just started my college D:
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~SHARK-008 Mar 9, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
^^
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~joulester Feb 19, 2013  Professional General Artist
Hi, Simon. Glad to finally see you're back :aww: I hope you don't mind me calling you Simon.

I'm sorry to hear about your current situation. =( I'm sorry that your hopes are dashed, and people have been cruel to you. The experience is painful, crushing and energy consuming. I cannot fully understand your dissapointment and heartbrokeness, but let me tell you that this is only temporary.

I want to encourage you to keep your hopes up, and I ask that you don't give up. I think you're a talented person and have lots to offer. Seeing you put out of commission is a real shame. This is only a period of waiting, :nod: and a waiting period can sometimes be stressful. Be assured your dreams are just pending. All you have to do is hold on and don't surrender. As long as we're still alive, amazing things can still be accomplished, one way or the other.

Living so many miles apart, I can only share invisible things with you such as this message. I do hope this encourages you, and I want to wish (and pray) the absolute best for you.

On the lighter side, I'm happy for you that you've almost finished your studies. Congratulations on your achievement!

Take care, buddy.
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~SHARK-008 Feb 19, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
You know what joulester, from all the peoples on DA I watch or who watch you're my favorite. Thanks for your words.

Any progress in your projects by the way?
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~joulester Feb 19, 2013  Professional General Artist
You honour me very much, my friend. As much as I've tried to encourage you, you also encourage me the same by simply saying such words to me. I truly value our friendship here on dA.

Not much progress on my projects for this past couple of months, I'm afraid. Only a few drawings done, but no real work started =( I'm giving more attention to a more urgent matter not concerning art for the moment. I wish there was 40 hours in a day, and that we live on a planet with a bigger orbit around the sun, so I'll have more time!
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~SHARK-008 Feb 19, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
hehe yeah... Problem?
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